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Covid 19, Fitness, Goals, Gratitude, Life, Random, Recovery, Relationships, Running, Spirituality

Playing Catch (up)

I haven’t posted in almost a month. It’s been a long month. The weight of politics, especially here in the U.S., and Covid 19 being politicized, and this changing, chaotic world can often feel exceptionally heavy…and I have both strong spiritual and physical health foundations. I cannot imagine life without them today. I would indeed be certifiable!

I have had to disassociate somewhat from social media. I have unplugged from the news as well—I (well, WE) try to allot only ten minutes a day to avoid an aneurysm.

I ran over 217 miles for June & July (over 100 each month). So, since May I have run over 100 miles per month. I started August with 5.5 miles yesterday. I’m taking it easy today and tomorrow I will run before fasting for five days. I will walk through my fast but no running. I will walk a few miles a day and do gentle yoga for five days then do a long run next Sunday. Booyah!

I have been eating fairly plant based for the majority of July. My weight loss has been continuing slowly due to a few splurges here and there. I am studying holistic and wellness nutrition and coaching, which has been helping me so much. I have been practicing gratitude as well – always important to my mental state!

I started working for my End of Life Doula mentor as a contracted employee a few hours here and there. That will be good for me with my remote billing gig starting in September full time. Working remotely is my preference.

My husband and I have been practicing stay-at-home as it is a temporary inconvenience that may help to keep him healthy and out of the hospital. I leave the house for the occasional run, grocery store trips, and the rare doctor appointment. If I were to contract Covid and give it to him it would be very hard for me mentally, so I am doing all that I can to avoid that. He is working but stays in an office isolated from everyone. His meetings are all on Webex now. The staying at home is probably the most difficult thing for me. It is a small price to pay though. I will keep on keeping on!!!!

Hurricane season is upon us now, too. Isaias is storming up the Florida coast spewing rain. He’ll be here tonight though we don’t expect much more than rain…looks like he came to the U.S. and broke down…hehe.

I will be more accountable this month. I’m excited about the future. I am excited about learning and passing on my knowledge and experience. I want to be able to help others and in doing so I most certainly help myself!

What are you doing for yourself to bring joy and happiness to your days? Let me know! I would love to hear from you.

Goals, Gratitude, Random, Work LIfe

If Trump Can Be POTUS….

…I can do anything!

I have a lot on my heart and mind today. I do not mean to get political but here it is. Please do not take offense as this is my perspective. I am embarrassed that Trump is our President. I thought it was ludicrous when he was running for President, but when I awoke and found out he IS indeed the President life as I knew it crashed down around me. You see, I know of the Trump of the 80’s and 90’s even before his reality TV shows. I lived in NYC and so did he. He was pretty much a local joke—I never had respect for him nor thought he had an ounce of class or integrity. He was the “Enquirer” hype and type…not the “Town & Country” celebrity. How could someone like Donald Trump be the POTUS???? It was unreal. I was sure that my dad was rolling in his grave. He has done very little these past years to change my opinion of him at all. He turned out to the the President I believed he would be, unfortunately.

So, back to my point…if he can be the President…

I CAN DO ANYTHING!!!!

I have pretty much wrecked my career as a Practice Administrator. Do you know why? Because I do not play the “game”. I stand up for what I feel is right. I burn bridges. I don’t mean to but the “justice” in doing the right thing plays on my Spirit. I have never been fired but I have resigned with my “Why” being known. My last job, I walked off. I was working for someone I would consider a narcissist and was being run down on the daily—mix that with unsafe Covid practices and adios. This person was reactionary and never paused before speaking…I had had enough. When I said, “you’re pushing me to quit”, I was told, “quit”, so….I quit—that day. Yeah, not a great thing to do in lining myself up for a successful transition into a similar job title.

Now it’s time to think outside of the box. It’s time to put any and all talents I have to use. It’s time to be my own boss and represent the values and qualities that are so important to me. I have always considered myself an “employees” manager. I stand for the people…for I truly feel any successful business is rooted in the happiness and appreciation of the team individually and as a whole.

More will be revealed…nothing is ever wasted. Thank you for joining me on this adventure!

What do you think defines a good leader?

Fitness, Food!, Gratitude, Menopause, Perimenopause, Running, Spirituality

Try, Try Again!

“If at first you don’t succeed, try, try again!”…we’ve all heard this phrase before (haven’t we?). Did you know that it can be traced back to the 1700’s? It is definitely relatable to have carried itself here into the year of 2020. There is no shame in not being perfect. Perfection is an impossibility in this human condition. I have always believed that there is reason even in stagnation. Sometimes the expectations that we place upon ourselves are too high, too much, and/or too soon. And you know what—that is okay. To harbor guilt and shame only stifle and beat down leading to throwing in the towel…raising the white flag….giving up. Not today, stinking thinking!!!

I started a Detox two days ago and after feeling very ill yesterday, I ate. I was exceptionally fatigued. I am running a half marathon on Sunday (my first). I cannot afford to be weak right now. Am I beating myself up? Hell yeah because that is what my ego wants me to do. I also did not run yesterday. Yep, I’m telling myself that I am a “lazy looser”. Insanity! I have run over 100 miles this month of May, and yes, this menopausal body is not as I would have it, but I am a beast!! Instead of sinking into a mire of self pity and depression starting the downward slope into negativity I will make a plan and focus on the positive…hold onto that “why” and remember my mantras/affirmations.

Life is a series of moments and in each new moment we have a choice. We do not have to listen to our thoughts—good, bad, or indifferent.

Today, I will pause frequently and focus on the positive…aligning with my higher purpose, and remember who it is I am!

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